Re: B. Scott Talks About His Continuous Grieving For Sister

This was a "video response" to a video post by the incomparable B. Scott regarding the constant grieving for a sister lost many years ago.. It's not really a "blog" per se, but, what the heck. It's on topic...

Blog Numba 1

Um... this was my first video blog, which I posted a link to previously. Apparently I can post the video directly, but I'm not too bright, so I'm still trying to figure this stuff out... :)

"I Just Got Back From Hell..."

I know, I know... for someone who's been so complacent about posting, I have a lot of nerve comin' on here with a link to a video (albeit my own video blog) and then someone else's lyrics. However, sometimes someone puts something into perspective so beautifully, so poetically conveying your very own thoughts, that It would be silly of me to rack my own tiny little brain to come up with something, ahem, original. So, Mr. Gary Allan, thank you for your wonderful song, the lyrics to which I have (probably illegally) included below. Yeah, yeah, I, of all people, should know better. I hope the fellow widow doesn't mind and will kindly let me slide as he, I'm sure, understands my motivation...


I just got back from Hell
And I'm standing here alive
I know it's really hard to tell
Don't know how I survived
Well, I can't say I'm doin' great
But I think I'm doin' well
That devil's gonna have to wait
Cause I just got back from hell

Well, I just got back from hell
And I guess to tell the truth
Well, I've been mad at everyone, including God and you
When you can't find no one to blame, you just blame yourself
And I know I'll never be the same
I just got back from Hell

Forgive me if I had any part
If I ever broke your heart in two
Forgive me for what I didn't know
For what I didn't say or do
And God, forgive me as well
Cause I just got back from Hell

Well, I just got back from Hell
And I need to make some plans
It's the last thing that I wanna do
But I'll do the best I can
I'm gonna learn to live again
But I think I'll sit a spell
Tell the world that I'm alive
And I just got back from Hell

I can't say that I'm doin' great
But I think I'm gettin' well
Gonna let the world know I'm alive
And I just got back from Hell

I started a video blog

I haven't completely abandoned this blog, and I'm kind of embarrassed at the fact that I haven't written anything for so long. However, I have started a video blog and I hope to be a little better at keeping up with it than I have been at keeping up with this.

New adventures forStephanie...

http://www.youtube.com/user/stefeylicious
(sorry couldn't get the dang link thing to work. I'm SURE it's me....)

-Steph C